"Just because everything's changing doesn't mean it's never been this way before."

Thought of the night.

On reading page 51/101 of McAlpine Construction v Panatown, I gave up.
Not so brilliant afterall.
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Tough week ahead,

Aileen you need to be stronger mentally.

You can do this,

being weak doesn't get you anywhere.

When it feels like my dreams are so far,

sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again.

Lion King musical with the older brother was sooooooo goood,

they really weren't exaggerating when they said it was perfect.

All the reasons why I love Disney productions,

it's just magical beyond words.

Dinner at Brotzeit too,

and I bought water that cost 6$.

I know right, like question mark question mark.

Supper at River Valley after the musical.

That's why you really don't need a boyfriend when you've got a doting older brother.

Yay, I really love my older brother.

(:

The weekend's been almost perfect except for the fact that I didn't get any readings done.

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Parents lent me the car for the weekend,

and I had more than ten near death encounters.

Sucks to be my dear passenger.

So I spent my Friday night with the uni friends.

We had supper at Swee Choon and I spend the better part of the unearthly morning having heart talks with Grace Sim inside the car.

Reached home at 6am and the first thing the Daddy told me was "Got fruits in the fridge to eat".

Hahaha all the reasons why I believe I have the coolest parents ever.

Tuition early this morning followed by ballet and dinner at Evans Lodge with my dear Fairfield friends to celebrate Glenn's birthday.

The ones I can always come running back to in my not so sane life I'm living now.

Best of all,

there's Lion King at MBS with the older brother tomorrow.

Yay, the last of a good weekend before Semester One ends.

(:

I've been stucked on the Pepper v Hart case for the longest time ever,

somebody please save me.

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Oh gosh,
LSLMA is killing me.

And there's LSLMA mid-terms next Saturday!

Weekend's power packed with action,

how am I suppose to complete my readings at this rate?

Nooooooo.

I live such a tragic life chasing readings.

Sister visited me in school and bought me dipper / sunner,

your dinner-cum-supper.

Wednesday is stretch-your-limits day,

I'm still in school right now.

Someday I'm gonna conquer Contract Law.

I believe I love school.

Oh I stumbled upon this on Tumblr.

God knows you can do it.

He wouldn't have let this happen if He knew you couldn't do it.

You just got to have faith.

My current wall paper.

Weekends be my motivation to study harder.

Life's simple pleasures.

Coffee Bean's Eggs Ben for brunch.

Food for thought for the day.

A time for everything.

¹ There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under the heavens:

² a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

³ a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

⁴ a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

⁵ a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,

⁶ a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

⁷ a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

⁸ a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

Six cases to conquer and it's time for bed,

I CAN DO THIS.

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

Sunday plans to study fail.
I'm gonna trim hair and watch movie instead,
what am I doing.
This is so bad.

Truth is, help really is around, you just need to ask for it.

Shed so much light on contract today,
woohoo productive studying sessions.
I'm actually beginning to start liking reading law,
this is good right?

To sleep or to study?

Shall bake over the weekends if I finish all my readings.
(:

Week 5 is just about over.

Someday my life will get more interesting so I won't bore you dear readers.

Is this called burning out if I cannot be bothered to do my readings anymore?

Throat's being a bitch,
spam lozenges.

Such short posts would just render me better off going public on Twitter.

And if you were wondering,
I slept through my afternoon instead of baking or studying.
Life should be like that all the time.
I love to sleep.

On another note,
just got home from a wedding lunch at The Regent.

Funny how weddings tend to get so identical after a while.
Still blissful nonetheless.

The question of the afternoon is,
should I bake or study?

Today is a good day because I've come to terms with not quitting school no matter how tough the going might get.
So that means no more negativity from me from here.

Also, more unsignificantly, today is a good day because chuqiao treated me to bubble tea after ballet and zijie treated me to dinner at Kenny Roger's.
It's the little things like these that keeps me going.

And I'm gonna burst from dinner because we ordered the family platter intended for 4-5 people that 2 of us finished on our own.

It is proven,
I study best at HollandV Coffee Bean.

When you're faced between the choice of staying up to read your contract law textbook or going to sleep,
you choose the latter.
(Y)

Keep calm and carry on.

I'm really quite overwhelmed by the standards of presentation.

Confidence Aileen.

Seriously, what have become of me.

University is seriously not cool.

Presentations, datelines, readings, tests, class participation and the lists goes on.

I really need to take one step at a time.

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Unfounded worries;

It's Week 4 already,

so fast.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't alone in this.

It's not that I hate school or am not enjoying what I'm doing,

I know I like it and it's what I wanted,

but it just feels so tiring that even though I'm trying so hard,

I'm not sure if what I know is what I'm supposed to know,

and that if I'm gonna do fine eventually.

I just want to be assured that at the end of the day,

everything's gonna be alright.

I know it would be,

but why can't I seem to believe it now.

What is wrong with me.

I lift my hands to believe again,
You are my refuge, You are my strength,
As I pour out my heart these things I remember,
You are faithful God, forever.

So, let faith arise.

Life has become so monotonous that I don't even know what to say that won't bore you readers.

I know,
supper makes you fat,
quite obviously.

Friday night with Salad, Xueting and Nathanael at Thomson,
and Saturday night with the PwC colleagues at Bedok 85.
Apart from that I had bible study, ballet and tuition too.

Such is life,
boring.

I've been having really excessive lack of sleep too,
extremely terrible eye bags are starting to show.
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Drove the car out alone for the first time tonight,
older brothers who dote on their little sisters are the best.
Life is bliss.
(:

The older sister treated me lunchie today,
silly sister can be quite nice at times.

The younger brother was such a sweet boy too,
he stayed up way past 3am just to make Chocolate cupcakes for Teachers' Day.
Impressed.
(:

To always remember to edify God in everything I do.